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 John 15:4-9
"Remain in me, as I also remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me. 5 I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. 6 If you do not remain in me, you are like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. 7 If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you. 8 This is to my Father’s glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples 9 As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love.

When we abide in the Lord, and dwell in His truth, we can stand firm in who He is. He never changes. When life's seasons change, the diagnosis keeps coming back, we can rest in the fact that Jesus remains the same. We can surrender all things to him and we can do all things through Christ who gives us strength; even when we're tired, discouraged, confused, defeated-abide.

Surrending it all to the Lord has been an ongoing process, but to truly surrender lifts a heavy weight of cyclical fear and doubt.

Audrey will have her 7th nasal endoscopy, April 3rd. It is hard to believe she has been in this pattern of procedures since June 2024 and began this entire journey fall 2018. She is strong and courageous, positive and beautiful. Audrey bears fruit and her faith is evident.

We believe Audrey's health could be fully restored, the cancer gone, but we are trusting in the Lord's will for Audrey. We know this life is but a vapor, so we are trusting in Lord with all our hearts, not leaning on our own understanding. The Lord is working and we trust in his plans for our family.

Please pray for Audrey's next procedure. We appreciate your prayers.




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